Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Chaotic Good

 So a lot of crazy unexpected things happened this year.  I guess life decided that I was having a ball of a time quarantining, not going to work, and reading 90 books all last year and overcompensated this year.  Late last year my college debt was paid off.  Long story short, my former college wasn't very honest with their students and I ended up with degree that was pretty much obsolete before I even graduated and a few years later, they closed down completely.  And they left me with a ton of debt.  

So feeling freedom for the first time in 10 years, I decided I would go back to college.  This time, I had a job and made this stuff called money, and decided I would not be in debt again and just pay as I went.  I was very nervous.  Not only have I not been to college in 10 years but I hated online classes and actually dropped out of 2 of my 3 classes because they were online.  When I signed up, I wasn't even sure I would like it or even be able to do it.  When I signed up and began classes, I found it surprisingly easy to navigate and then all of a sudden, I was a college student again.  I started Spring term in January.  

I was working part-time at my job and I knew that was going to be furloughed again between March until probably August like last year.  I worked at a college bookstore 15 minutes from my house as a Course Materials Team Lead (official title,  I was like a supervisor).  I had 5 4 1/2 hour shift days.  My direct manager then told me that a position opened up for Course Materials Manager at another store yet it was a bit further away.  I asked her what city and what store and... it's my school.  It was at the college that I am now attending.  What a coincidence!  I applied and got it.  Full-time, benefits, higher pay (of course), the whole shebang.  It's also an hour/hour and a half drive.  And my classes were scheduled around my former job schedule.  Classes are on T-Th mornings and evenings.  Perfectly fit around my former 4 1/2 hour schedule for a job that was 15 minutes away.  Classes are all online so I'm not conveniently at school whereas I can then head to work or vice versa.  So if I'm not at work, I'm in class, and if I'm not in class, I'm doing homework and if I'm not doing homework, I'm asleep.

Needless to say, writing doesn't fit in.  Reading doesn't even fit in unless it's a textbook.  My former college was a trade school so all my credits can't transfer into this college.  This means I have to take all this ridiculous general ed before I can get into the program I want to get in.  I have to pass these (of course) in order to get into this program and I'm not going to be any less than perfect.  I'm not paying for college to be a B student.

Anyways, back to the writing subject, which I'm sure is why you're reading this.  I have a ton of stuff that is already written that needs homes.  Submitting them is also a lot of effort but I'm going to try to do a little here and there.  

Darkest Days and Haunted Ways has 12 poems left that need to be edited.  After that, I need to write an intro or afterward and then I can send it to a potential publisher.  I'm going to try to get this done during my summer break.

Diary of a Vampyress is at 65 poems.  My goal is still to hit 80 or so poems.  So that's still slow going.

Also, I'm still engaged.  Engagement usually means there's like a wedding/marriage thing happening in the nearish future.  That's another thing that fills up my brain space.  My brain consists of school/work/wedding and writing and reading just aren't quite fitting in there.

So these are all very good things but they're all very chaotic things.  My mind is a whir.  So there's the update on me, in case people are curious/interested/nosey. 

    

     

Sunday, March 21, 2021

Spectral Realms No. 14 by Hippocampus Press


I'm finally getting around to posting this.  I received my contributor's copy of Spectral Realms No. 14 by Hippocampus Press.  My poem, Twisted Grin, appears in this issue.  Twisted Grin will appear in my next mini poetry collection, Darkest Days and Haunted Ways.



TABLE OF CONTENTS

Poems

What If Atlantis . . . ? / Geoffrey Reiter

Painting the Pandemic / Ian Futter

Safe / Christina Sng

In the Black Hours / Ann K. Schwader

The Woses / Frank Coffman

The Man with One Head / Lori R. Lopez

H.P.L.: R.I.P. / Manuel Arenas

The Appeals of Arianwen, Recruiter of Monsters / Carl E. Reed

Under a Sun Long-Estranged / Scott J. Couturier

The Wicker King’s Palace / Maxwell I. Gold

The Runic Sword / Fred Phillips and Leigh Blackmore

Caged Animals / Steven Withrow

Odysseus May Have Been a Scoundrel / Darrell Schweitzer

The Widow / Ngo Binh Anh Khoa

Man of Gold / DJ Tyrer

The Plague Maiden’s Footprints / Claire Smith

A Miscreation of Life / Clay F. Johnson

Two Haiku / Harris Coverley

In Vino Veritas / David C. Kopaska-Merkel

The Chants of Moros / Wade German

Those Who Rise from Orange Slime / K. A. Opperman

Dionysus in San Rafael / Thomas Goff

Sisters / Chelsea Arrington

An Ill Wind / David Barker

Shadow and Fire / David Schembri

Jack Bloodybones / Adam Bolivar

The Arms of Death / G. O. Clark

Nightmares of Ink, Dreams in Blood / Maxwell I. Gold

The Dominion of the Wicked / Jordan Zuniga

Biting Sarcasm / Lori R. Lopez

Lawrence Talbot / Frank Coffman

Twisted Grin / Ashley Dioses

The Vision / Ngo Binh Anh Khoa

To Hypnos, Refuter of my Ego / Manuel Pérez-Campos

Mycophilia / DJ Tyrer

Ave, Hell’s Angel! / Carl E. Reed

A Means of Summoning / Steven Withrow

Mother of All Things / Christina Sng

Igerna, Alone in Waning Moonlight / Geoffrey Reiter

Lord of Dreaming / Scott J. Couturier

Transubstantiator of the Finite / Manuel Pérez-Campos

Greetings from Krampus / Manuel Arenas

Cetus / Wade German

Shadowlands / Leigh Blackmore

A Ghostly Shade of Oil / Oliver Smith

His Dark Light Shines / Allan Rozinski

The Empty House / Josh Maybrook

Bridal Bower / David Barker

Arch Wizardry, the Glorious Opulence of St Toad / Charles Lovecraft

The Burning Man / Steven Withrow

Dancing Before Azathoth / Darrell Schweitzer

The Unknown / Lori R. Lopez

Runestone / Ann K. Schwader

Galactic Cellars, Unhinged / Maxwell I. Gold

Amongst the Flowers / Scott J. Couturier

The Dearg-Due: An Irish Legend of Horror / Frank Coffman

Fairies from the Twilight Forest / Christina Sng

Lycanthropic Howl / Carl E. Reed

Eternal Night / Geoffrey Reiter

Spleen (III) / DJ Tyrer

The Dark Descent / Ngo Binh Anh Khoa

Memories of Another Country / Manuel Pérez-Campos

 

Classic Reprints

The Fairy Rings / John Clare

The Dark Château / Walter de la Mare

 

Reviews

Three Poets, Three Visions / S. T. Joshi

Bring Out Your Dead and Other Speculations / Donald Sidney-Fryer